I haven't been blogging much lately, or writing either. But I need to. My emotions have been insane and my life changing all the time. So it's official, I'm back again everyone, and this time I'll be staying around. Even if you don't like what I have to say. Because guess what - I say what I want when I want for a reason, someone has to and I'm not scared. I may hurt feelings but I'll be honest, I'm not out to be mean and hurtful on purpose and I won't call anyone out by name. So take what I say or leave it - just remember one thing, everything I say will be true. Although I am hoping to pick up a few more readers and followers...!!!
Talk soon <3
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Monday, May 14, 2012
Workin hard
So many new and exciting things!!!! I finally got away from Hyatt Place. Yeah I enjoyed my time there but it was tie for me to move on. And I got lucky!!! I had two interviews that day, one at Crowne Plaza for Assistant Executive Housekeeper, the other at Courtyard for Executive Housekeeper. The Asst one went well, but I figured out quick it wasn't what I wanted at all! Then at Courtyard the GM in mid interview asked me if he could interview me for AGM. Of course I said yes! And it went great! I had barely made it home before they called me for a second interview. It made me nervous doing a phone interview but apparently it went well because they offered me a job in less than a week!!! It has been amazing! I got so lucky! I mean I went from a housekeeping supervisor to an assistant manager! Talk about a move up! I've been doing my new job for almost three months now and it's still wonderful! I just can't believe how lucky I've gotten! Makes me smile all the time and I like going to work again!
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Changes
Things change daily...sometimes when we least expect, but others exactly when we want them to.
Changes have been good and changes have been bad... Some good ones are that I'm finally losing some of the weight I have gained, so far I've been able to lose 10 pounds. I still want to lose more though. I have learned to open up more, with a therapist and with my husband. Opening up has been good for me and has made me a much happier person. For the bad, only 3 weeks ago Papaw Byers passsed away. This was a hard moment for myself but very much for Brett. This is the first grandparent he has lost and it killed me to see him so upset. All of this pain and heartache brought back so many memories and nightmares for me. I wake up several nights scared. Scared because of other people that hurt me, snakes coming after me , and of being alone. My darling husband has been very understanding and is a constant reminder that I'm not alone and he will do everything he can to keep me safe. Especially from people that would want to hurt me.
These changes have affected me in several different ways. I get to a point where I think I am okay and then BAM something else comes up and its not okay anymore. I'm hoping that as time goes on still all the pain will get easier and the changes more bearable, or more for the good.
Changes have been good and changes have been bad... Some good ones are that I'm finally losing some of the weight I have gained, so far I've been able to lose 10 pounds. I still want to lose more though. I have learned to open up more, with a therapist and with my husband. Opening up has been good for me and has made me a much happier person. For the bad, only 3 weeks ago Papaw Byers passsed away. This was a hard moment for myself but very much for Brett. This is the first grandparent he has lost and it killed me to see him so upset. All of this pain and heartache brought back so many memories and nightmares for me. I wake up several nights scared. Scared because of other people that hurt me, snakes coming after me , and of being alone. My darling husband has been very understanding and is a constant reminder that I'm not alone and he will do everything he can to keep me safe. Especially from people that would want to hurt me.
These changes have affected me in several different ways. I get to a point where I think I am okay and then BAM something else comes up and its not okay anymore. I'm hoping that as time goes on still all the pain will get easier and the changes more bearable, or more for the good.
Monday, January 9, 2012
New Years Resolutions
Every year at the start of the year people start out thinking they are going to change things about themselves or set new goals for that year. This year is the first year I haven't set any resolutions. I set a resolution before the year ended, I said I wouldn't drink any more soft drinks and I would lose some weight. As of December 1st I haven't had a soft drink and very little caffeine filled drinks, only when I go out to eat will I get an unsweetened tea. Even good old sweet tea has to much sugar for me now and I crave less chocolate and sugary sweets too. But not only have I been drinking water like there's no tomorrow and liking it, it has made me feel much much better. Since I was able to give up soft drinks I was able to start eating protein meal bars at lunch to help lose weight too. So I've begun the Special K diet. On the Special K diet your supposed to lose 6 pounds a month, well in my first month I lost 7.5 pounds! I was so proud of myself! And I'm hoping that I can keep up the good work and maintain what I've been doing. It's all worth it and will definitely be all worth it when I reach the weight I want to be at again and I am feeling so much better!
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